Friday, October 21, 2011

Atelier 2

Received an email this morning. Its regarding my Fyp.
I got chosen for Atelier 2, which is my last choice.
My first reaction was: MANNNNNN, WHY DID I GET INTO THIS???
At that point of time, I must admit that I blame God and wonder why God always have to do this to me?
However, I know that this is the time I need to learn to trust in God. He must have know that this is the best for me that's why He had place me in this atelier. Got to face it positively!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

As A Designer...

Somehow, as I grew older being a designer, I begin to dislike hearing this comment: As a designer.....

I DUN WANT TO BE A DESIGNER!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Desert Song

Yesterday, during lifegroup Praise and Worship, God lead us into this song by Hillsong- Desert.
It was amazing how God spoke through this song, and how Holy Spirit actually lead us through. As I first get to understand this song, I knew that this is going to be a powerful song. There is so many things installed for us in this song! God is still God. In all circumstance, in every season, He never change. He is still who he say he is. He is still on the throne of heaven, He still rules. Sometimes, we don't understand the reason why he allowed certain things to happen to us, that caused us to be so broken, so lost, so fearful and so alone. However, we know that despite of all this, we still have to worship him. We have to keep singing and praising him. And if we choose to give praise to God despite of all these circumstance, satan has lose what he is trying to achieve. Choose to stand and glorify God in the midst of our tragedy. It's okay that we we don't fully understand about everything that is happening, but sometimes just being able to look at God and sing what is true of him. Being able to declare the word of God and declare the promises of God, which is that, when we are in the fire, in the midst of all the trial and pain, we are actually being refined. Just like how a porcelain jar is being refine under fire. And when we are in the battle, when triumph is not here yet, but we know that it is coming. When we look at God and said " I know this is who you are", he does gets bigger in our life, he will takes over the things in us that feels so shattered, and it makes him the focus, he will begin to put those things back together.
As I was typing this, I was listening to the testimony of Jill McCloghry. Most of the things were mentioned by her. She said all this despite the lost of her very first born baby. All the more I know that God is able to heal all the pain. All the more I know that despite of all the circumstances, God still deserve to be praise.
Isaiah 55:8-9
8 “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD.
9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

IKEA



A random trip to IKEA.
Simple but sweet.
Love the polaroids we took.

And so, as I was listening to this song, Savior of the Broken Heart.
Three of you guys came to my mind immediately.
I believe there's a word in this song that is for us.

Savior of the broken heart
You bring healing to the torn apart
Teach us how to live your call
That our worship would bring to all

With your word inside our hearts
You're leading us to show your love

King of hope
Sacrificed your own life
Giving all a second chance
Break our hearts
To see the need of this world
King of hope your kingdom come

Freedom comes from knowing you
Our desire is for you to move
Compassion rests within your bride
Who are we to not have shined it's light

So this our worship
To go where you lead
To love without measure
To clothe and to feed

I love and adore you
My heart's beating for you
I take up the cost
To carry the lost.




View Of The High Country

While in Colorado for a week's vacation, our family reamed up with several others and decided to ascend the summit of a fourteen-thousand-foot peak. We would climb it the easy way. Drive above the timberline and tackle the final mile by foot. You hearty hikers would have been bored, but for a family with three small girls, it was about all we could take.

The journey was as tiring as it was beautiful. I was reminded how the air was thin and my waist was not. Our four year old Sara had it doubly difficult. A tumble in the first few minutes left her with a skinned knee and a timid step. She didn't want to walk. Actually, she refused to walk. She wanted to ride. First on my back, then in Mom's arms, then my back, then a friend's back, then my back, then Mom's... well, you get the picture.

In fact, you know how she felt. You, too, have tumbled, and you, too, have asked for help. And you, too, have received it.

All of us need help sometimes. This journey gets steep. So steep that some of us give up.

Some stop climbing. Some just sit down. They are still near the trail, but they aren't on it. They haven't abandoned the trip, but they haven't continued it. They haven't dismounted, but they haven't spurred either. They haven't resigned, and yet they haven't resolved.

They simply stopped walking. Much time is spent sitting around the fire, talking about how things used to be. Some will sit in the same place for years. They will not change. Prayers will not deepen. Devotion will not increase. Passion will not rise.

A few grow cynical. Woe to traveler who challenges them to resume the journey. Woe to prophet who dares them to see the mountain. Woe to the explorer who reminds them of their call... pilgrims are not welcome here.

And so the pilgrim moves on while the settler settles.
Settles for sameness.
Settles for safety.
Settle for snowdrifts.
I hope you don't do that. But if you do, I hope you don't scorn the pilgrim who calls you back to the journey.

As I tried, unsuccessfully, to convince Sara to walk, I tried describing what we were going to see. "It will be so pretty," I told her. "You'll see all the mountains and the sky and the trees." No luck- she wanted to be carried. Still a good idea, however. Even if it didn't wok. Nothing puts power in the journey like a vision of a mountain top.

By the way, a grand scene awaits you as well. The Hebrew writer gives us a National Geographic piece on heaven. Listen to how he describes the mountaintop of Zion. He says when we reach the mountain we will come to "the city of the living God... To thousands of angels gathered together with joy... To the meeting of God's firstborn children whose names are written in heaven... To God, who judge all people,... and to the spirits of good people who have been made perfect... To Jesus, the One who brought the new agreement from God to his people... To the sprinkled blood that has a better message than the blood of Abel" (Hebrew 12: 22-24).

What a mountain! Won't it be great to see the angels? To finally know what they look like and who they are? To hear them tell of the times they were at our side, even in our house?

Imagine the meeting of the firstborn. A gathering of all God's children. No jealousy. No competition. No division. No hurry. We will be perfect... sinless. No more stumbles. No more tripping. Lusting will cease. Gossip will be silenced. Grudges forever removed.

And imagine seeing God. Finally, to gaze in the face of your Father. To feel the Father's gaze upon you. Neither will ever cease.

He will do whatever he promised he would do. I will make all things new, he promised. I will restore what was taken. I will restore your years drooped on crutches and trapped in wheelchairs. I will restore the smiles faded by hurt. I will replay the symphonies unheard by deaf ears and sunsets unseen by blind eyes.
The mute will sing. The poor will feast. The wounds will heal.
I will make all things new. I will restore all things. The child snatched by disease will run to your arms. The freedom lost to oppression will dance in your heart. The peace of a pure heart will be my gift to you.
I will make all things new. New hope. New faith. And most of all new Love. The Love of which all other loves speak. The Love before which other loves pale. The Love you have sought in a thousand ports in a thousand nights... this Love of mine, will be yours.

What a mountain! Jesus will be there. You've longed to see him. You finally will. Interesting what the writer says we will see. He doesn't mention the face of Jesus, though we will see. He doesn't refer to the voice of Jesus, though it will shout. He mentions a part of Jesus that most of us wouldn't think of seeing. He says we will see Jesus' blood. The crimson of the cross. The life liquid that seeped from his forehead, dripped from his hands, and flowed from his side.

The human blood of the divine Christ. Covering our sins.
Proclaiming a message: We have been bought. We cannot be sold. Ever.
My, what a moment. What a mountain.
Believe me when I say it will be worth it. No cost is too high. If you must pay a price, pay it. No sacrifice is too much. If you must leave baggage on the trail, leave it! No loss will compare. Whatever it takes, do it.
For heaven's sake, do it.
It will be worth it. I promise. One view of the peak will justify the pain of the path.

By the way, our group finally made it up the mountain. We spent an hour or so at the top, taking pictures and enjoying the view. Later, on the way down, I heard little Sara exclaim proudly, "I did it!"

I chuckled. No you didn't, I thought. You mom and I did it. Friends and family got you up this mountain. You didn't do it.

But I didn't say anything. I didn't say anything because I'm getting the same treatment. So are you. We may think we are climbing, but we are riding. Riding on the back of the Father who saw us fall. Riding on the back of the Father who wants us to make it home. A Father who doesn't get angry when we are weary.

After all, he knows what it's like to climb a mountain.
He climbed one for us.

-Max Lucado
( When God Whispers Your Name)